T-O-A-D-J-I-T-S-U

Sometimes ago I gave up something. During the day of postal age. Where people communicate by post with letters and stamp. It takes a week for a letter to travel but it worth the time. I thought that the letter age will last, but i thought wrong. It ended when,,, email? no! it ended when SMS comes around. After that only bills and loan staement asking money are via mail no more letters nor greeting cards. I wonder to myself, why did i not take the opportunity when i'm currently living in the postal age. I thought patience bears sweet fruits but again i thought wrong. The years wasted so as the postal ages. I live through the postal age but never actually living the life. I thought when i do good i would have that chance to live like everybody else, enjoying the postal age, but my deeds was never noticed. After all those wasted years of not having the opportunity to communicate with letters, I begin to think, for being obedient what do i get in return? N.O.T.H.I.N.G. i s...

What women want? "A guy who can cook" No wonder u always stumble upon her during dinner and breafast, lunch and dinner ON weekend?!. If this what u got? U ought to stay away from her or u will end up eating out for the rest of your life and might be breeding further generation of eating outters. \(*o*)/

this was taken from another blog.. 10th grade As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. 11th grade The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, s...

Wise men say, only fools rush in. But I can't help falling in love with you Shall I stay? Would it be a sin? I can't help falling in love with you It was on a friday back in 2008 when we declared our love chewah. i never met her. we were divided between two continents separated by south china sea. Yet it doesn't stop us. I got her number from a friend, since then we've been texting each other every nite till that friday that i decided to declared our love. wise men say only fools rush in. well love takes away reason everybody could be a fool. Like a river flows gently to the sea Darling so we go, some things are meant to be So take my hand take my whole life too For i can't help falling in love with you Really something are meant to be. Fatalism. I wish to give her my heart, but not my life but yes a life. The meeting were meant to be but the continuity I'll need to work on. How low can I go. I didn't go low enough so we broke up a year later. /no

It has been two years since we broke up. But still i can't forget her. Every night we aways had a smiley long smses that end up with a smiley conversation on the phone that last the smile till morning. A childish woman at one end yet mature in the other, a woman who loves her family, can hold an intelligent conversation, confident but not stuck up, a positive woman. Problem comes whenever i want to start a new relationship, at the flirting stage. I just can't go on, she always appear in my mind and take it strolling down the memory lane, triggered a few guilt resulted in me asking question of where is she now, what she's doing, what will be of her if i continue this relationship. In other word i can't forget her and still care for her wellbeing as if we ought to meet again and start everything all over. But i do realize that is just hope. It has been two Decembers that i tried to approach her and tried to ask for her forgiveness and for a new fresh start, a new chance....