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Dari kecil lagi kita dimomokan dengan dengan cerita mengenai hantu, syaitan dan jin ini. Di Barat mereka bersungguh-sungguh untuk membuktikan kewujudan makhluk-makhluk ini tetapi di negara kita dah macam perkara biasa. Bayangkan di Malaysia, ada bermacam-macam hantu, hantu jepun, pochong, tinggi, lampu, puntianak, toyol dan banyak lagi tetapi di barat hanya ada hantu (ghost) dan semangat jahat (evil spirit) sahaja yang biasa kita dengar. Persoalan yang ingin saya ketengahkan adalah apa yang makhluk-makhluk ini boleh buat terhadap kita. Kalau ikut filem, makhluk-makhluka ini dapat menyentuh dan mencekik manusia, tetapi adakah itu realitinya. Pengalaman ketika tinggal di kuaters kediaman di Johor, setakat ketukan di pintu, TV dan lampu di dalam bilik terpadam dengan sendirinya (saya tinggal sendirian di bilik tersebut) adalah perkara yang pernag dialami. Kalau ada apa-apa yang hendak dikongsi boleh la komen.Sila lihat gambar dibawah. Gambar tersebut diambil pada waktu pagi lebih kurang p...

Last week i end up chatting with a girl who's unsatisfied with her look. Lets cut the crap, i mean she's fat, overweight. She keeps on whining this and that, she doesn't eat much but she's still overweight, her brother and sister eat more than her but they doesn't go overweight, they give her all their fats, she has few friends because shes overweight, people make fun of her because she's overweight, she's still single at the end of her 20's because she's overweight she complains. First of all, whining doesn't burn fat, if it does give me a call. Stop whining and start doing something. Everything except ALLAH has a beginning. U must begin somewhere sometimes to get result if not u'll keep whining the rest of ur life. It all start with a dream but keep on dreaming doesn't take u anywhere unless u start some where. Here's what U do, go to any supermarket, buy a running shoes and a jump rope or skipping rope, too shy to buy then ask a fr...

Aerophobia, fear of flying. It happened every time to me even though it had been nine times I've flown. I dunno how to describe this but every time i step inside the plane it just remind me of death, whoa. Even that I realized death for me is already written and its not necessarily that i will die flying. When the plane start lifting from the ground i felt like all the juice from my knee been sucked out leaving my knee cap exhausted. All my past life flashes before my eyes, it had never been easy, i hated it, I just be brave. The good thing is, flying take me near to godliness, i felt sorry for my wrong doing all those wasted years while life is so short, borrowed to me. Owh how merciful god is to give me all the chances while me, i, been ungrateful, wasted all those times, precious yet I didn't realize, no i do but i do not care, carried away by this worldly matters, absent minded. How stupid I'm. O The Almerciful i'm so grateful that u give me this experience so that ...

How long does it take for u to realize that u r born to be alone? Single? No companion? It is hard for some of us to accept but it is what it is, written in the book of life with ur name on the cover. Its a fact, bitter, but bitter often becomes medicine, good medicine. But hey, look at the bright side of it. Single mean freedom. Don't have to share, don't have to answer to anybody, do what ever u want, go crazy. Look back at history how many people died dedicated to freedom, so others may live, who dares win, Rela Abang Mati Dulu etc etc. Yet there is the other side which is we the chosen people shouldn't look at. Why bother when u already accept the fact that u r not destined to meet somebody, to live by urself, to swallow everything by urself. U r born alone, u'll be alone, enjoy it.

I need to get this chattering monkey out of my head. There have been a disturbance in the force at work today. The air filled with tense. Tense all around, tense there, tense here, tense everywhere and there is no dog to give the bone to. Smiles are rare, hellos are rare, the siege heil hands are rare. Was it the effect of the dreaded monday blues? Its agitating to see straight faces, eye brows together, wrinkle all around, it just remind me of Geroge Bush. U know the warlord who wants oil but don't want to buy it, so he sent his army to get it and create chains of terrorism in Iraq and the world till today. Monday blues take effect when u fail to manage your work, clear your table, prepare for next monday on friday. The cure to monday blues is actually the friday. You manage friday, you'll win on monday, you'll loose friday then you're fcuked on monday. i just can't work in this grim cold environment. The aura that u generate affect others, if everybody produce n...

I had a dream, yes had not have, that disturbed my peaceful sleep just now. In that dream, i was in a room with 5 of my friends two of which i knows, my roommate and classmate back in my uni days. That beautiful room is a corner room with a small room attach to it. It have two windows, one in the main room, and one in that extra room. The view was heavenly magnificent, pure green of grass and mountain. It is a bedroom, we were sleeping together sharing one bed. I'm sleeping, suddenly the temperature risen (I remeber this one clearly) and awaken me and i start talking to my friend, "we're in Germany" he told me. I never been to German. One of our friend decided to leave he's already outside talking to us through the window. What he talked about as if he's mocking us, that made me question his maturity. What was he's talking about i couldn't recall. Out of sudden I find myself outside the room in the corridor. It's full with families, gathered in...

Suddenly this reptile becomes popular lately due to its demand on the market. People said the Tokek or what come from it can cure various deadly uncured diseases such as the HIV and H1N1. Is it proven scientifically I dont know. It is said a tokek as big as four adult fingers is worth up to a whooping RM85 000, enough to buy a DMAX or a Honda city.

One small bottle of Budu cap ketereh cost a whooping RM4.29 at Giant Sandakan. As I remembered a bottle usually cost near RM3.00 only. So much for the low price leader in Malaysia eh.

I had a sleepless night last night. I couldn't sleep. Why? I don't know, I just couldn't. I did tried but I couldn't. What could I do? I just couldn't do anything. Its helpless U see because u're not in control over your sleep. Is it the ability to fall asleep is a gift?. Is it? Ahhh I sleep on my sleepless night of not sleeping of wondering that I'm not in power over my sleep.