How long does it take for u to realize that u r born to be alone? Single? No companion? It is hard for some of us to accept but it is what it is, written in the book of life with ur name on the cover. Its a fact, bitter, but bitter often becomes medicine, good medicine.
But hey, look at the bright side of it. Single mean freedom. Don't have to share, don't have to answer to anybody, do what ever u want, go crazy. Look back at history how many people died dedicated to freedom, so others may live, who dares win, Rela Abang Mati Dulu etc etc.
Yet there is the other side which is we the chosen people shouldn't look at. Why bother when u already accept the fact that u r not destined to meet somebody, to live by urself, to swallow everything by urself.
U r born alone, u'll be alone, enjoy it.